Am i insane? Am i one of the web’s hate mongers? I say kill, erase, destroy, fuck you and so on. Are these truly the words of a reasonable member of the Illuminati? If someone reads this blog he/her thinks maybe what an asshole etc.. Am i doing a right thing, or just vomiting hatred words? What is my fucking psychological profile, when i say kill? Am i better than any fanatic asshole on this planet? Am i trapped in emotional oceans, HELL, or am i a logic, emotionless being?
All these questions i have to ask myself.
The answer lies somwhere in between.
There is a key(word) to all this thoughts:
“Morality will does it all.”
No. I do want want any person being killed, to make this absulutely clear. I do not want to kill anyone. This is my moral code, part of it. All my “hatred” are just WORDS. And these words are nothing compared to the horrors of emotion, which for example religious fanatism/extremism breeds. Real death, real horror, real torture, real blind- and dumbness. There are so many places on earth where the life of a human being is not worth a low fart. For every military isntallation in this world every “civil” life is worth a fuck. Sure, there are psychopaths in this world, more than enough. But take a deeper look into the subject. It is easy to create a murderous psychopath. A person without any education for example, and an AK-47 and a never ending supply of cocaine, heroine and all other usable substances which makes one an addict, a person without any morality, a brutal, perverted killer without a soul (everyone has and is a soul, but in this cases the connection is lost for this incarnation). A psychopath, easliy created by addictive drug abuse. A trillion dollar biz by the way, thank you C.I.A – what a nice rhyme. ALL emotions are bad unless they are not under the expierenced control of a person who is aware of the cosmic and inner dialectic. The answer is of course thesis/antithesis/synthesis. Love IS hate and vice versa. Everyone who was in more than 2 realtionships can easily follw the love/hate thing. Suddenly your yearlong neighbour is your enemy, you would kill him, for emotions. Your logic says the opposite. Are we dogs or gods? Do we wanna be dogs or rather gods? Decide.
The Illuminati want the world to be free. But millions do not want to be free. They cannot even imagine such a thing as freedom. What should this be? Self awareness, self knowing, self transformation to the higher planes of knowledge and exsitance, living reason, logic and self responsibility. A horrible vision to millions, a horrible vision to the evil masters of the old world order. You cannot blame anyone for anything anymore. How crappy is that? I wanna live out my idiotical, childish behaviour. “Become like the children” – surely not. A child needs enlightenment instead of “education” as we know it. Otherwise the child is nothing more than a horrible container for all the shit this worlds has to offer today for “young families”. How can any reasnonable person decide to have children in this world? Well, they are not reasonable, they are breeding dogs, without discriminating the “lupus” being here.
They re-live the life of their parents and therefore being chained to the system. Of course it is a destructive mental force, take a look at divorce rates.
But as always: “exceptions prove the rule”
So, try to be a good, moral person in this hell we call earth, because there is no other good in this world (besides the ancient order of the Illuminati), unless you decide to become someone good.